Wednesday, November 27, 2013

here I give you what my brain said yesterday

what I will smile to ( and what I will cry to )
(Warning - don't read this)
(Warning - Seriously there is nothing important or what makes you smile here just go and hear some music or read something or just go away)

Smile when people that you love didn't love you back
Smile when people you care doesn't care for you
Smile when people you like doesn't know you exist
Smile when there's haters among us
Smile when you waited and you didn't got anything
Smile at the people you love that finally leave you without any reason
Smile when people doesn't understand you
Smile when people doesn't hear what you are saying
Smile when people doesn't believe to you
Smile when people doesn't know the real you
Smile when you have fears
Smile that you tears
Smile when people doesn't hear you cry
Smile when people hurt your feelings
Smile when there's no other sane person like you in this world
Smile when you do many mistakes
Smile when you got depression
Smile that you've lost your skills
Smile when you've lost your achievements
Smile when you lost your only love
Smile when you smiled to them
Smile that you smiled before
Smile that you've never come back
Smile to the people you love
Smile to the people you despise
Smile to the world for giving you such happy moments


It is so good when I give you hurting ideas that just pop up in my brain

A story of a day

some of my daily day I have something that change whole of my life all this years.

(Warning - don't read this)

- I wake up in the morning like : this is going to be the same yesterday I have.

- then I was in school like : this is not fair! I will give this exam or whatever to you miss Rose.
don't you blame who I love, friend. I know that your my friend so I'm not going to slap you just for saying terrible things to my beloved Lady Gaga and any other idols.  You see, her life is related to the past that Miley Cyrus has long ago. ( explains while crying )

- and then when I almost go home I was like : bye guys have fun today.

- my mom bought me to the mall and I was like : I need you more than dooope, I need you more than dooope, I need you more than dope, I nee-eeeed yoooouu more thaa-han doooooo-hu-ho-ooope ( walking while crying )

- Then I watch Catching Fire and it is obvious that I am crying.

- Then I was in the restaurant like : don't mind me mom I was thinking about that Hunger Games movie. ( I was thinking how much different my life with Peeta's cause I have never have anypeople to care to me. That lucky guy -cries-)

- I have never had this puffed eyes before in my life while we're going home like : Nobody to talk to on facebook and I only have blackberry that wasn't just broken but lonely whyyyy? (cries) I guess I just need to change my bio on something ( change my bio on bbm to sad and emo life.)

- then I have never been so lonely that I hug my self and maybe date with my self too.

- and then I have a new message.

- and the new message is : ( icons that shows you people pat on the back of some sad people )

- and I was about to give hug icon to reply.

- and I have never cried so hard in life.

- well take that as number 4 of the most dramatic things in my life.

- what is sue me means?