Taylor Swift ft. The Civil Wars - Safe and Sound (the Hunger Games theme song)

[Taylor Swift]

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

I buy the book 4 days ago

1. Arrival

Credits : to the Owner <3

I love my new high school At-Taubah, cause the school and everyone in it was different  awesome. This school was new, but I can feel everything changes just in a second all the time. this place was like a history. this place is awesome! there's many different things in here, but I meant like computer labs and lounges are just simple and fine for a school, but I meant different things that change me forever, like places that teaches me how to do things, and for classes for fun. other school was never ever good as this (maybe few are better) but this one was awesome.

I just thought this school is Hogwarts.

some history in here, this is a new school. and we are in the seven't grade, no student from 8th grade yet T-T. and the worst part is we just have 12 student at the first year. and we're being awesome all the way and being awkward at the first time in here. And then the teachers was more younger than I expected, they're 25, 27, and even 21 OMG. and they are awesome. they're so beautiful and friendly, and love to be friends with us. and also my friends and my teachers want to go play to my house! :D

even there was 12 students in here we were really like a superhero comics characters, we both have our own awesome characters.

but then there's second semester..

everyone change (sort of) a little bit. they're more fun and worse (a bit, gee don't take it seriously).

we're getting to the 2th grade. but not yet. anyway we have many enrollment from many different school. and we don't know what will happened in the second grade, maybe good and bad luck? Wish it was a good luck! ;P 

.I'm misunderstand with my life.

warning : do not translate this if you hate it :')

my head says that i want to commit suicidethat's all i ever wanted in my life
i don't want to be exist anymore
cause i can feel everything bad if i lived
i am a stupid person
i makes many mistakes and problem
because i don't know that you hate me because of my stupid behavior
like anybody else
everyone hates each other
including me
help who ever can help this neverending problem
maybe i could wish something good from God
it's true
but i want it to be done now
i hate this
please help
i am such a different person
i am so different
i'm stupider than anybody else
i'm still scared by my childhood
it feels like my hands stick with bad people that i thought it was devil in my head
like handcuffed
i think i makes many sins and i guess it wasn't even possible to me to do good things to make God happy for me
don't worry it's just a feeling
but maybe it's true
maybe what i want is not bad stuffs
but happinness
so i need to find everything that makes me calm down
not to stress every time
and i need to make myself clean
i mean from sins and everything bad
and physichaly too
i want everything
i wanna do everything i love even if it's bad or complicated
if anyone flames and blames
idc
YOLO is my choice
my phrase
i do what i want
my life is full of adventure
i want to try everything
i still don't understand every thing
but it's okay
i don't know that you hate me because of my stupid behavior
i'm really sorry for everything i did
i want to do everything good
i will fight the bad stuffs
where's my Griffindor bravery
i won't give up